After watching Nov 22nd 2012 episode, so I was thinking along these lines because it dawned in my reflections about RK's actual obsession. We all think RK will obsessively want to possess Madhu, loves her and yet will never allow her to confess even if she loves him extremely...
But you know what, the way he felt her presence today even before he saw her, and the way he softly asked her "Biwi tum yahaan set par" upon seeing her in that concerned manner, I gathered that it is not about his obsession to possess Madhu. It is his obsession not to get deceived. He shall not be deceived and he will not allow anyone to deceive him.
Why he likes Madhu now, after his logical marriage to Madhu under then circumstances, is because he sees her "golden heart" like Shamsher presented his daughter to him...Meri Nanhi si Bacchi, uska sone jaisa dil, uske chote chote sapne. He saw the golden heart twice when she saved him; once in studio and other time when he was shot. And she took care of him too.
Why trusts Madhu and hence wants her to be in his life. Because she is trustworthy. And more importantly, Madhu, if she has to fight, challenge or hurt RK, she does it to his face in all openness, whereas hides her good acts from him. RK is also the same. He hides his good acts and he accepts to himself that he is bad and capable of ruthless acts. However, unlike him; Madhu will never employ Machiavellian methods to get back at him should she ever decide that. Madhu has no bone to think ill of anyone.
Because of these qualities of Madhu, RK in order to preserve himself he would want to cherish Madhu always. But because of his obsessive feelings of never ever to get decieved, he is denying Madhu the happiness of fulfilling her rights to care for RK as husband. Soon in love, RK may not allow Madhu to confess her feelings, as he wouldn't want him to expect anything from her...as that would be opening doors to allow deception back into his life. This is all in their personal relationship, within their bedroom.
Now, think out of the box, change the setting. Make it Public...under all glare...RK would be happy to romance with Madhu. Why? Because he will not be threatened with his obsessive fear of getting deceived. Everything will be in the open. And if he proposes to Madhu or expresses his affection for Madhu; in his opinion, Madhu will never be able to deny her affection in public...true to her character. So I think, when Love outgrows his obsessive need to protect himself, he may try to look ways to express his love to her in open. May be this is where her becoming the film star will help him. He can openly romance with her without any fear. He will love her as RK, but actually feed Rishabh Kundra's desires through that act...and a point will come when he will need to reconcile RK and Rishabh Kundra with regards to Madhu, as she is the one who will be seeing both personalities at all the times and accomodating both of them through her understanding.
Look, he doesn't have a qualm being fed by her before everyone, but cannot submit himself to her loving eyes when in bedroom; especially if he is in his vulnerable state. We always used to laugh at the PDA acts of Rishbala.
Disclaimer:
This is just my theory. The way I felt when seeing these dream sequences of either of them. Madhu certainly has the wondering expressions when she dreams...it tells us how much she is repressed in her conscious serious state. RK may want to free up that repressed self in her and at the same time find solace for his conciously suppressed feelings for her when in Rishabh Kundra mode (not RK mode).
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